Transparent

The surface holds so many first impressions.
An array of smeared happiness and contentment

to give a different perception and conceal the pain underneath.
What you see is not what you get.
Can't be transparent and elude from the persona that you are trying to give.
Insincere Smiles and laughs to hide the tears and rage.
Hoping that people just see you without seeing through you.
You've become so apparent that you can't even see you are transparent.
Lines are blurred by your attempt to live oblivious to the opaque nature of you

Your perception of yourself has now altered your reality of who you are.
Soul searching leaves you lost in translation from the different variations of who you envision.
Let people see you, because even when you think you're hiding,

we still see right through you.